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As she watched all that melodrama unfold itself,it reminded her of DAYS OF OUR LIVES as well as L Word.  This time round, she took the backseat. It feels good. It feels good. For once,she's not feelin' ohsocomplicated over anyone for that matter. She fought hard to keep her thoughts away from someone. But taking a look at the circles around her,she finds herself getting a lil' more afraid each day. She finds it harder and harder to believe she would ever find that L word with anyone. She seen her fair share of handicaps in this small town. More than enough actually,thankyouverymuch. She's just not quite able to recognize herself anymore. Now even her smile looks like a frown. She almost got locked out of the house last night. She had her keys.But the damn door was latched. It was 4.30am. She didn't want to wake her folks up. Or rather, she didnt want to get herself into a long prep talk with her beloved Daddy. So she called her maids' hps like a million times. They were like freaking logs.Grr. She wondered WTH is she gonna do if no one answers. Her gastrics were giving her hell a lot of problems. It couldn't have come at a even more wrong time. She wanted someone to accompany her whilst she was STUCK outside. C.Y came in her mind. She contemplated callin'; But decided against it. She was about to give up all hopes about sleeping on her comfy lil' bed. Thank gawd for darling Meryl,who finally picked up after many many phone calls. That very night,she kissed her lil' sis good night and whispered, "Thank you,I love you." Digged up some old pic of my lil' sistas and me : ) 
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